Re-Introduction

As my friend Tam (for those who don't know her) pointed out to me earlier today- or yesterday by now- I haven't blogged in forever. I had forgotten all about the rather small word of blogging, but I decided to re-introduce myself to it. Even if no one reads my post, at least I have an outlet, and since I'm on the computer so much anyways, where a better place than here?

I'm not sure if the title of my blog is going to show up, but it is- or is supposed to be- Japanese for "Thought". I figured that since these are all my thoughts that it would be an appropriate title, and I am rather into the whole Japanese scene latley so I thought it could be cool.

I saw a picture of my friend who I met through another friend today. I talk to him a TON but I had never seen his picture before. It was kind of odd to see it because I had this Shallow Hal thing going in my head, one picture in my mind of how I thought he would look, and one with how I think that he should look if it was to display how good of a person he is (or seems to be). I was a little suprised that he reminded me of one of my brother's friend; there for his face look familiar. I kind of liked the familiarity- not that I jump for joy when I see Steve's friend- but the fact that I really felt like I had known the face all along was nice. I don't know if what I am saying makes sense to anyone, but I can't think of a much better way to describe it.

Anyways, as some of you may know my dream is to become a published author, and for those of you who don't know, from talking to me you should have been perceptive enough to figure out that I would like to be a published author. I am trying to write a book currently- or should I say novel- but I am having a tiny bit of writers block. I am writing it kind of weird, it's in two documents- one is from the start to the middle, and the other from the middle to the end. I'll work on writing the first half of the story and when I get bored I'll work on the second half. This story is based of a dream that I had quite a while ago. I tried to write the story after I have the dream but I soon forgot about it and never wrote anything again. I was reminded a little bit of the dream the other day and I decided to try writing it again, though I don't have nearly as many of the vivid details in my mind that I did when I originaly started writing. I think I will be ab le to manage though. I really hope that I will be able to finish this story. I have never finished anything of any real length before, and if I accomplish this then I know that if I have any talent that someday I will be able to have a book published. It's all in the self-confidence. ;D

I am picking up some pretty nerdy habits lately. I have stayed inside most of the summer reading, writing, going on the computer and watching TV. This wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't for the fact that everything I had read I have read obsessively, I continued that obsessiveness on the computer, and most of the things I'ves been watching on TV are anime's that I have been reading the manga's for. Actually, I've been watching Inuyasha on Adult Swim a lot which Steve is having fun making fun of me about, mostly because I am taping them on the DVR. If I were him I'd probably make fun of me too, but I have found it ADDICTING. Maybe it's just because I like their voices (which is odd because I refused to watch Paranoia Agent in English). I haven't read the manga's for Inuyasha though; I probably should as if I recall the show cuts off with out any sort of ending. That would suckkk. I am reading and watching Bleach too. The things I am watching is ahead of what I had been able to read because Steve doesn't own as many as we should be able to buy. Anyways my point is I am turning nerdy, but I really don't mind. It makes me happy, so who cares. I think my parents do actually, and my family was making fun of me at the reunion that I was the whitest girl in America and don't they have sun in Detroit? I couldn't even point out that Lizzi was pale too who was calling herself a vampire (cause she's awesome) because I was paler than Lizzi. Geeezus I didn't realize what not going outside does to your skin tone. When we get back to school I'll be the really pale girl with the dark bags under her eyes from staying up until 4 in the morning every night.

Speaking of staying up late, I have found it an addiction. I am supposed to get up at 8:30ish today and it is 2 o'clock already and I am still not planning on going to bed any time soon. I am crazy, I want to stay awake and keep writing and probably get Carpal Tunnel. Hmm...I want to see if I'm on my way to getting it so I am at YourDiagnosis to see what is wrong with me in general. lolz. I'll tell you the results when I'm done.

Heh. I didn't know what kind of immunizations I've had either than the Chicken Pox one, so it says that my health risks include under immunization and diabties. Hmm..this is a pretty sucky diagnosis, it says nothing is wrong with you. That's boring. I could have told myself that. These people are supposed to find something wrong with me. Let's see what diagnose-me has to say...ughh this one is LONG. OMG! I'm on question 418 and it still has 4 1/2 paged left to go! AURGH!

FUCK! After the hours I took on that stupid questionaire at the very end it's like, oh yeah, give us 25 dollars for your results. I am going to kill them! ARURUGHGH (by the way, I am not actually going to kill them, incase one of them ends up murdered I don't want to be a suspect, that was not a threat). Grr.

Well now I'm all pissed so I'll write later.