Hun, You Just Don't Glare

First off, I must say that I find my titles on this blog more interesting then on my last blog, as those were just saying what I was going to write about in "Friends" style (check the titles of friends episodes).

Now that I got that out of my system, let me continue. Quick notes; I did do good on that Spanish test. The only one in my pod who did better was Brij, and well...duh. He got 50/50. Durr. But I did better than Aniket and Scott, so that's always nice, seeing as they always say I'm an idiot. ; D

I am listening to the song "The Well and the Lighthouse" by Arcade Fire. I love this song a lot, you should check it out. You fool, now that you know your end is near, you always fall for what you desire or what you fear...what you fear...what you fear... I repeat, I love this song. I love the songs. I love the words. Unfortunately, my words seem to be unable to come together lately. I miss my writing, I miss being able to whip out a poem. I miss being able to write a poem slowly. What is wrong lately that makes it so all of them come out choppy, mediocre and dry? We are learning about the structures of poems in class today, and Kaiser said that poets think about these things when they write, but I dont' know any poet who thinks, "I am going to write an iambic pentameter" when they write. I sure don't. Some how I doubt that's why I can't write lately though.

On a good note, for the first time possibly ever, I got to dress exactly how I wanted to today. I wore jeans, plaid shoes and earrings, those weird fishnet-y fingerless glove things...and well...I can't explain the rest, but it was very Katie-esque. Unfortunately, only Liz realized that it was Katie-esque and a few other people asked me why I was wearing that today. Because I like it...duh. It's not what I normally wear, but it's what I have always wanted to wear. I plan to dress like me much more often now. I need to get more of these weird glove things. ; D Anyone know where I can get red tights?

So real quick at the end (though this will probably turn out not to be so quick) I am going to spurt out writing and not pause to think what I'm writing about. Starting....NOW: Freshman elections are coming up. I have to work on making posters tonight, I just remembered. People should really vote for me for President, I want to be more and more now that I think about it. Anything to beat Bekah really, which sounds bad but she already acts like she's president and that really bugs me, and everyone else on student council whom I've talked to. Her friends may want her to be president, but they haven't seen her in action. If you are going to say that every officer has to sign a sheet...don't forget to sign it yourself. Me and Jake are doing good, or at least I think we are, we're good on my side. Though he glared at me after we kissed today...what the hell? Who does that. Silly Jake. I should have pushed him into another senior for that like I did the other day when he called me fat. xD Wow, I am really making him sound like a horrible boyfriend- just so you know, he's not. Hey, Hana if you are reading this which you probably will because you are an excellent friend, well...I don't know what I want to say. Uhm...this must be awkward to read for you? I really don't mind if you don't want to read my blog, or if you don't want me to talk about him to you, I just don't know where my boundaries are there for your comfort zone.

Anyways, peace out.
~Katie

Oh Andrea, you're such a hottie. ; D

So I am officially going out with Jake (though Michelle will always be my boyfriend, and Teri and A-ho will always be my wives, along with all the other people I am married to). That is pretty cool.
Homecoming was okay, it could have been a lot better. Pictures on my myspace, is you don't have myspace, message me and I'll send you them. I really liked me dress, and everyone looked really good. Twas pretty cool.
Hung out with Jake Sunday, that was also fun. We were up at Riley, and we were both really cold. He turned Andrea's Jacket Purple, and if you don't know what that means then you are a dumbass. We hung out with Andrea up at Riley today, and Wendy's, and the dollar store where Andrea bought an ULTRA-THONG. Like ulra-pants, but it is a thong. Yeah. A thong. xD. OH, and want to hear how Andrea described a certain something? Gentle. Is that good or bad? She describes her own experiences as ravenous. xDD
Anyways, so life is pretty good right now. I am doing fairly decent in all my classes I think. I have to do really well on my Spanish test to maintain an okay though. I really hope I do well, because that would be the only thing dragging my GPA down, and as this is the first year I actually have a GPA, I want it to be good. Student council is also fine, the meeting today was completely pointless though. Eddy never even showed up! Stephanie Bagwell led like, 3 minutes of it and then we left. At least my mom bought me a hazelnut capp. on the way though. Ahhh....I love the Looney Baker being near us.
Peace. Out.
~Katie

P.S.-I roll around in cruchy leaves. hellz. yeahz.

Oh my God Katie, you're Horrible!- Michelle Liu, whom I love.

So Stephanie staying over was full of roleplaying, reading near-porn mangas (which I am no longer allowed to pronounce man-guh, but instead mon-guh, not because of Stephanie, because of Jake). Over all it was pretty fun. We started a roleplaying notebook which I really need to write in, and I started roleplaying with her friend Sam who I've heard so much about. By the way she happens to be as awesome as Stephanie said she was.

So I'm in a bit of a bind, which I'm not going to talk about here until after the fact because I don't want things to prematurely go wrong. Anyways, yeah...hopefully it'll end happy. No matter what, I do see the light at the end of the tunnel, and it's hurting my eyes.

Sorry Hana. Seriously though, I love you, and I hope that anything that happens in the future won't affect us, and I hope that whatever happens that I can help you feel better. I don't like to see you sad, but sometimes it's unavoidable, and I'm sorry for that. Honestly.

So, I really wish I could have watched those Gaspard Ulliel movies, they sound really hot and sexy. As in, OMG IT'S FUCKING GASPARD ULLIEL, HOTTTT FAAAACE. That is, if I talked like that. Which I don't...except I do sometimes. : /

So today was pretty fun (there's still time though, parent teacher conferances!) Went and got donuts with Tam and Kay. After we left we tried to break into Frost to go visit our teachers, but finally we ended up going around front and asking if we could go in, but they said after school only, or else "everyone would want to." Then I went home and they went to Alex's, I finished up some homework, and I met them back up at Frost. It was cool, we hung out in MACAT bussing and then saw Senecal and Vasich, but Lamb and Calkin's were in a meeting. It was really fun though, I totally missed Michelle Liu and Nicole. Fernando stole my fedora and danced with Doug and I forget who else, but I have it on my cell phone. xD

Anyways, a quick spurt of emotions! Yayyyyy.....
So I am dreading tommorow because I have to be in the prep rally doing Spirit Games, which I was forced into and I am really not that fond of doing. I don't enjoy being forced into making an ass of myself in front of the whole school. It's just not my style.
Also, I was thinking about it, and I've changed so much in the past 2 years (give a half a year or so). I mean, think about me in seventh grade and now. I freaking changed sexualities. xD

peace. out.

It's that time of year again...

No, not Christmas time (though K-Mart is selling Christmas trees...and already has a Christmas aisle....), it's homecoming time. Now, I say again only because other people have had homecoming time before, but I have not. Luckily for me, the amazing Josh Walker is my date. He is the first person I know to be upset over NOT having to pay for something (as in my ticket). Personally, I don't get why I have to pay to be an officer, and then I have to help set up homecoming if I like it or not. Shouldn't it be the other way around?
I took a Geometry and Spanish test today. I wouldn't be suprised if I thrashed the Geometry test, but I think I bombed Spanish, as in we checked it in class and I already know I did. Yikes! I am having a lot of trouble in that...
Newest updates that haven't been previously mentioned:
-I am super awkward.
-I am a camera whore.
-I am struggling to finalize my homecoming plans (group, food, etc.)
-I love you. That is, if I know you and you are my friends. Tee-hee.
Other things worth mentioning and writing about:
Stephanie is going to be staying over from Thursday (tommorow) until Monday because her parents will be gone. Hopefully that will be fun, but I forgot to clean my room so I'll have to do that after school while she is there. Doesn't that sound like fun? Stephanie coming over does, just the cleaning doesn't. Gag.
I really ought to be getting to bed, have to get up at 5, and I already know I won't be getting enough REM sleep tonight. Sorry folks, but Katie is signing off.
Bye
P.S. The new word for moist is weto. As in "wet-oh".

Updates ; D

So there are two guys, let's call them A and B.
So A comes up to me today and is like, SOMEONE said that I couldn't do any better than SOMEONE. So I was like, what did someone say I said? And they were like, someone told me that you said that i can't do any better than you. Do you believe that because I'll prove you wrong. And then they let it slip that C said that, and C admited that I never said that...soo...but I think/hope I fixed that. Anyways, I guess A picked up that I was sad in the hour we have together and was asking me about it, so I guess at least they care that I am sad, which I say this because C said that A said mean things about me. Confusing 'eh?
Well B was nice and stopped by my locker and walked me to the doors after school, which was sweet. Cause he is awesome. ; )
So I think I am getting a new cell phone, or got one I suppose, but I haven't seen it yet. I am very happy, I think it is a red chocolate, but they didn't confirm that. I am so excited.
Anyways, I am excited for Heroes. That should be awesome, seeing as it is a great show.
Sorry I didn't put a lot of feeling in this post. I'll try to insert some right now.
-I over think thinks too much. It's really not good. Plus I am constantly doubting myself. It's no good. As A said it's not good to keep things inside. It really just makes things messy. And drives you crazy.
-I wish I wasn't so confused about things so often.
-I love life sometimes. : D