Guess who hasn't wrote in 20 days?

KATIE! That's who! Well luckily that should mean that I have a lot to update, so we'll see how it goes, 'eh?

First off, as some of you may no today (well, yesterday) was me and Jake's 2 month. It's such a weird amount of time, you can't really make a big deal about it, but it's still nice to know that we've been together for a while, but it feels like it should have been longer. This next month will probably go faster, but who knows.
For the quick overview, he came over, we talked for a bit, we went to Panera with my parents, went back home, made-out, blah, blah, blah. You probably could have guessed all that without me even telling you. Stefan and Laurie picked him up which was entertaining. I think that if I talked to them more I would really like Laurie, and obviously I'd probably like Stefan, but just saying. Anyways, if you want to know more about all this just ask me, and I'll talk with what I feel comfortable with, I guess.
Break is coming up, which I am so completely ready for. I'm going home with Matt Berger on Wednesday, and so is Tam. That's Jake's bus so it's cool, but we are going to help set up for the party and then we are going to you know, have a party. xD Then later when break has actually started there is another amazing party I am looking forward too, and then, my birthday.
I can not honestly say that I am excited for my birthday. Normally I anticipate it, count it down at least a little bit, think about it, same with Christmas. Now my birthday is less then 10 days away and I still have hardly thought about it. I'm not uber excited for getting presents, in fact, I could hardly think of presents to put on the list. I'm not doing anything for my birthday, I'm really not all that excited. 15 seems to be looming over my head too. It doesn't sound right in my head, 15? Hmm...I don't know if I want to be 15 yet. Can we just hold that off for a few months? I kind of like being 14. Not like it'll make a big difference but still. Is this what highschool does to you? I haven't seemed to look forward to any of the things I usually do, and I don't notice the things I used to. I know it's not just me because other people have brought it up. It's just...strange. But speaking of Christmas, guess who still hasn't gotten Jake, Andrea or Teri something yet? You guessed it, ME! I am so screwed. I need to find Jake a present, but I am finding it increasingly difficult and I want to find something perfect, but at this point, I just want to find something that I think he'll like, but I can't seem to do it. I want to get him a great present but I am so incapable of it. I wish I knew EXACTLY what he wanted and EXACTLY where to get it, I mean, just like somehow knew it. And apparantly he's getting me something sweet because whenever people learn what it is they go, "Aww," and look at me with that, you-are-so-lucky-to-have-someone-like-that look. So how am I going to look when I can't fucking find anything!?!? GAHHH! Maybe I should have listened when he said he didn't want anything, but I know that I'd feel bad not getting him anything. Bleh.
Anyways, break. Yeah. Again. Looking forward to it. Steve is home until January 7th, because he has a long ass break, which I am totally jealous of. It's pretty awesome. It should be interesting to have him around again. Also interesting to have around will my my Aunt Lori and cousin A.J. whom I have never met before (either of them). I'm actually really nervous about meeting them. It's like, I should have known these people all my life, but I don't, so now they are going to meet me when I've already basically grown up, and what are they going to think of me? Are they going to like me? Are we supposed to love each other, I mean, we are related after all? She's gonna be here from the 26th to the 31st, so it's not like it's an insanely long time or anything, I'm just a little bit terrified. The only person who's listened to me when I say this though is Lizzi, if I mention it to other people (even Jake) they are just like, mmhm, yeah. It's so lame, I kind of want to talk about this. I mean, it's just so strange that I'm just meeting my aunt and I know virtually nothing about her, and then when I meet her she's going to be staying at my house and see...ME. I guess Steve isn't too excited about her coming up here. I wonder if Erica is going to come down here at all this break, or if they'll just see each other back up at school (Erica is Steve's girlfriend).
Anyways, I ought to be going. Good night people. ;D