Colin Sharples is my Hero

How had I not noticed that so much time had gone by? Hadn't it only been a week ago that I had updated my blog last? Perhaps not, or should I say, obviously not.
What has happened since my last post.
I'm really not sure, but I can say that I believe that I've changed as a person. Yes, I know, it hasn't been that long, but I can tell you, its been that long for me. So who am I now, in this instant? I am not going to explain, because explaining would be useless. I am in the process of changing, and telling you the steps along the way is just going to confuse you about the end result. Expect a nice lengthy post when I know where I am.

Know where I am
Haunting.
Know where I have been
and am.
Know where my brain goes in the night
To your arms.
To whose arms?
To what arms?
Can they hold me,
or must I hold myself?
No one can,
No one
can,
No one can tell me.
Only I can know.
Stop trying.
Coherancy.

What the hell am I saying?