Sometimes I like to pretend that I am writing my blogs as a column for a magazine. It often feels that way as I sit down to write; like what i am writing is truly going to be published when I clikc publish post. Now, you may be wondering why I am telling you this, and there is a reason. I always feel like I have to be writing about something groundbreaking. I feel like there has to be an important underlying thing to each post of mine, to add mystery and thought to every post. First off, I like writing like that. I like everything I say when I type these posts out to have meaning. However, this means that I have to have something groundbreaking to say before I write, doesn't it? I think, possibly, that I always seem to be able to find something to say, while usually not groundbreaking, at least a little though provoking.
So what is it that I am going to talk about today, that is thought provoking possibly to the point of groundbreaking? Change. Obviously, change in and of itself is a thought provoking subject. People think about it all the time, in one way or another. It has been brought to my attention in the past, well, to be quite honest, day. Then, quickly, after just a little thought about change, a lot of things changed for me. Most of which pertain to relationships, though I'm not really going to go too far into that.
Everyone will change overtime, but how exactly do we deal with it? How do we deal when we realized that we are no longer the same person that we used to be, and possibly, that we aren't what we want to be. Now, I'm not saying this is applying to me, and I feel that a lot of times I speak as if I am talking about myself when I'm not, so I wanted to clarify that before I continue.
What happens when we realize that we are not where we want to be, and we have to clutch on the people around us to keep us standing? And what happens when they aren't there, even if it's just for an hour? How do you continue to stand without your crutches? Do you simply fall, or do you hobble around? Really though, you can't hobble for all that long, can you? I think that this is where depression falls in for a lot of people. They are too far gone from everything they used to be and too far away from everything and/or everyone they need. Where do you go then? I don't think I want to find out, and I don't think I want anyone else to find out either.
It's time to begin, isn't it?
12 years ago
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