Natalie, I don't know if you are reading this, and you may think that I'm a bit of a creep, but I felt like starting off with this: Ever since I wrote the 10 things about myself for you I've felt more connected to you. I can't quite explain it, but I really wish I knew you better, or hung out with you. I guess really I just sort of wish we were friends, since we are way more of aqquantances than anything. That's how I feel at least.
On a completely different note...
I hate friend problems.
It's time to begin, isn't it?
12 years ago
2 comments:
Therapy isn't really a punishment per se, I would just prefer not to waste time and money and energy into talking to someone who says they will keep the conversation private, but will leak everything I say to my parents anyway.
I might as well just talk to my parents, and frankly, I don't really want to do that either.
Of course, if they were to send me to a therapist, it wouldn't do much anyway because I really don't have any problems that need to be dealt with that way. Just stupid little things that everyone has problems with like parents, school, friends, etc. It's just really pointless to go to a therapist and I find it ridiculous that one would even think of going to a therapist.
I suppose I feel this way because I have a natural tendancy to shy away from connecting with people, but at the same time, I know I wouldn't connect to them at all because they will be in my life for only a short while. I'm just not really open to the idea of spilling everything that's on my mind to, who is essentially, a complete stranger, especially when I find it difficult to tell my friends my problems.
All in all, it's not really a punishment, just an inconvenience and a bother.
i don't think you're a creep! i'm glad you feel that way. that's kinda the whole reason i asked; i don't really know how to explain it correctly but i think i know what you mean. feel free to talk to me anytime, i'd love to get to know you better as well.
what kinds of friend problems?
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