"Don't overload yourself senior year, you'll get senioritis. Er...you'll increase the senioritis"

I know that you'll go soon. You'll find out so take me with you always.

I love Natalie Taylor for making me that CD by the way.
There was a long pause between then and now. I'm listening to Be Good now.

Anyways...

I'm lonely. Is that weird? I mean, I suppose it makes sense. I just miss having someone close by to hold me. Then again, even if I wasn't in this relationship I wouldn't have someone close by to hold me because...well...I just don't know that I'd be interested. So I guess I have no room to complain. I mean I got myself here, but still. I'm just a bit lonely. It makes me sad sometimes. It made me really sad the other night. I feel bad for Tyler, because I was crying and kinda being a passive agressive bitch. I don't think he knew what to do, and I don't think he realized how much I missed him in that moment. I guess it just happens to everyone.
I know it does.

I feel really detached from music ever since my iPod broke. It's frustrating me like crazy. I used to swim in it, if not drown in it. Now I am limited to a CD by the Microphones and the CD that Natalie Taylor made me. Thank for those though, or else I'd be going insane. I lost all of my Neutral Milk Hotel. And everything else that was on Steve's computer. Which was half of my good music. Plus I haven't put anything on this tiny 2 gig that my parents let me have (because they never used it) yet, so none of my music is portable because I don't have a CD player.
Gah.

I really feel like swimming. And loving.