I love beautiful songs. They remind me of rain. Rain is beautiful. The way it feels as it runs down your skin, the noise it makes on a rooftop, the feeling and thoughts that it brings to mind. Rain is sad like tears, but it is one of the most naturally wonderful things out there. The touch of it reminds you of why you are alive, if not simply reminding you that you are living in the first place. I love rain, and I love songs that put me in a mood.
I sincerely hope that you know the type of feeling that I am talking about. The kind that just washes over your entire body. I know that it is the type of mood I will be falling asleep with tonight. I will fall asleep crying tonight without being sad in anyway. I will greet my dreams with a watery smile, and maybe just tonight let them run free without me taking control of them. See what my subconcious says tonight, not what I say. Is it possible that my dreams could hold the beauty of the rain? I hope so.
I could stay in this mood forever. I used to call it my "coldplay" mood. A mood that that band would put me in, where everything was going to be okay, but in a sad way. Like an old person looking back on their life. It's the type of mood I have to be in to watch movies like Big Fish.
The first tears has just fallen. The chills ran through my body. This is what life is made of.
It's time to begin, isn't it?
12 years ago
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