Why yes, I have changed.

Have you ever looked back on the past few years on your life, and then looked at your life now just to see how different you are compared to back then? It really is a weird thing to think about, how you can practically be a completely new person. Unfortunately it seems that some traits stay, and not always the ones you want to stay. For example, I am still completely hard-headed, annoying, and I don't always think about everything before I act (though of course other things I think over and over and over about before I act). It really is interesting to think about yourself as two different people, me 2 years ago and me now.

Now that that's out of my way...

David Armstrong told me that he doesn't really like music. I don't get that. He's the second person I have ever met to have told me that. How can one not like music? Music is what makes me life continue without it falling into a miserable pit. I use it to release my anger, I use it to help me explode when I'm happy, I use it to sleep, I use it to think, I use it for everything. If I went back and took music out of my life it would be completely different. I wouldn't have made the same decisions, hell, I might have killed myself by now. I am listening to music right now for example. What got me through some fights? Music. So when someone tells me that they don't like music I simply do not and will never understand what they do in their life.
Switching to a completely different and unrelated topic, I was thinking about friends. The first thing I was thinking about is how my friends have changed since, say, seventh grade. I have so many different friends now, and apparantly a lot (as in Jake was telling me about how half this school seems to know him as "Katie's boyfriend"...). Anyways, so look at the friends I am with now, and then look at the friends I was friend with last year. I have a whole lot of different friends. Not to say that I don't have some of the old friends, but as Lizzi said, some longer-had friends don't even know half my friends now. Now, i dont' think this is good or bad, but it's just odd. The other things I was thinking about when it comes to friends, is what kind of friend I am. I mean, I can either be a great friend or a miserable friend. I'd like to think that I am normally a good friend, but I don't totally feel that way. There is one shining example where I am a miserable one, which I'm sure that many of you could figure out if you thought about it. It's just weird though. You always here that "quality over quantity" thing, but what is my quality as a friend? What makes people want to be my friend? I don't understand what aspects about me they like. How have I made these new friends? Seriously, how did I manage. I have always been kind of weird when first meeting people, and tend to be overly...well...I'm not even sure what the word is for what I am, but I know it would start out as overly. And then when I become comfortable with them I calm down. But...egh. Quality. It's a strange thing to think about.
So I have more to talk about, some which I am not going to put in a blog, and some of which I completely forgot that I wanted to say ,and its' really bugging me, but I am going to get going now. Peace.