Have you ever thought of life as an entity? As in, life is a being, and it is just really into self mutilation, by which I mean it just laughs at us when we mess it up? It's a very interesting way to think about it personally.
On the topic of life, why is it so hard to live? How come no matter what we do we must mess life up? And how come when you look around at people no a days, no wants wants to bother trying any more. Have you gone through a suicidal experience, thought, or anything? If you have even thought suicidally, think about it. Life was laughing at you then, wasn't it? I'm not saying this because I just tried to kill myself or something, I was just thinking about it. If you have thought about suicide, what was it that saved you? What in this world 'saved' you from telling life to stop laughing and that you'd just leave it alone now? What made you not go over to play with death instead? Was it simply by accident, like you tripped and life pulled you back or something, or was it a conscious desicion, like you got half way there and turned around deciding that death looked kind of pissed off right now and that you might want to try again later.
Does life always laugh?
Does is ever just smile?
Does it ever frown?
When it does is it because you are no longer messing it up?
Does it get bored?
Is life laughing at you?
It's time to begin, isn't it?
12 years ago
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